meL is tHe BeSt

2006-06-19T04:16:00.000-07:00

I have a new URL again... so... CLICK HERE if you want to go to my page..

2006-06-18T00:56:00.000-07:00

NEW URL :

HTTP://Carmewee.bubblerush.com

2006-06-11T04:59:00.000-07:00

lookie over here:

James Lee: mel, you were the one who said no before

go to: http://www.carmewee.muzikistah.com for more details

2006-06-08T01:04:00.000-07:00

went to UST to meet JOPY NG!!!!!!!!! haha tapos I gave him mah letter for....... you know who.. rawr.. tapos we walked under the friggin heat of the sun.. grabe, Jopy is xo gentleman.. can't believe na chivalry exist til now.. today is june 8.. yesh.. it's 8.. sigh go to:

http://carmewee.muzikistah.com/

for the promo!! fasturrrr

2006-06-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

OMG!! I'm so flattered.. I went to school kanina then I saw Franco, Joanne and Benny then Franco told me "

Melle, gumanda ka ngayon pero bakit ang payat mo? what are you doing ba?"

then even father Dan told me na ang payat ko.. shox... I still remember Connel telling me na I'm malnourish daw.. rawr... Am I that thin?

last sunday, Ate tin (fellow churchmate) told me na I'm vewy thin pero gumanda ako..is this the effect of taking that med? everyone says that I'm thin... psssshh but I guess sa mga prob ko lang yun.. but I wonder why is it na I'm not in the mood to eat parati..

something is wrong with me and with my health..

2006-06-03T05:57:00.000-07:00

mela e-mailed me... and it's her fault... she's the one who asked someone to call up my mum and pretend that he was connel.. grabe,, I cant believe that it was you who asked your friends to call up Conn's house so that his family would think that it was me--who's always calling durrr? sigh... dunno what to do na.. It's up to you if you still want to find ways to go against me.. I didn't do anything.. you'll also get tired of this things...

Corinthians is much better than North East Gh.. and atlast.. I have experienced the taste of freedom..

from SMILEY:
basta icp mo lagi lahat may end.. basta kung gusto mo talga maging ok, yun lang talaga.. kung nilait ka nila or ano pa, just say thank you.. basta alam mo na di ka ganon.. babalik ginawa nila bad sa kanila.. haaay.. the best ka talaga atchi... I shouldnt think about it na.. anything bout the past.. I need JUSTICE... lol..

another prob: I cant find my welcome letter and track # slip for CAMBRIDGE!!!!!!!!! eeeeeee... I need that... melle's goin to leave na... yup... and oh.. I'm leaving this blog na as soon as possible..

2006-06-02T03:36:00.000-07:00

napakabastos ng lola ni connel [pure tagalog post for the 1st time]

dapat kakausapin ko si connel dahil sa ginawa ng isang tao.. tapos biglang lola nya na epal yung sumagot. napaka magalang ko nung una tapos binastos talaga ako.. timawag pa akong :"young woman".. tapos bata pa daw ako.. tinanong din nya ang school ko.. at nung sinabi ko parang gusto nyang sabihin na alagaan ko reputation ng school ko.. sinabi rin nya na gusto nya ako makilala pero parang ayaw ko kasi nakakailang.. chinese accent lola nya at hindi ko maintindihan ang english dahil parang may pgka wrong grammar.. ah ewan.. dami nya pa sinabi sakin na talagang nakakapikon!!! tinawag pa ako na liar dahil hindi daw magagawa ni conn na bastusin mommy ko.. naniniwala ako dun pero panu ang mommy ko?

CORINTHIANS NA KO NAKATIRA AT HINDI NA SA NORTH EAST GREENHILLS.. AYAW NA AKO MAKITA NI DADDY.. GRRRRRR...

PARA KAY GRYSH:
lam mo naman mga gusto at ayaw ko diba? and ayoko talaga ng away.. and sa lahat ng tao ikaw ang ayaw ko makaaway dahil ikaw talaga ang pinagkatiwalaan ko.. kahit dati, masakit sakin na mag away tayo.. kung iniisip mo na joke yung bestfriend na tawag ko sayo--ang totoo hindi.. bestfriend kita.. marami na tayo pinagsamahan.. kung may galit ka.. sabihin mo.. at yung tungkol kay connel--lam ko rin na hindi nya magagawa yun dahil hindi sha ganun.. and gusto lang ng mommy ko na marinig boses nya para malaman kung siya yun.. mahirap ba yun? at hindi ko talaga binigay landline ko.. kaya kung sino man may gawa nun.. lagot sakin.. basta e-mail mo ako or text or tawag ka tapos usap tayo dahil may sasabihin ako sayo...maari din kita tulungan sa mga layouts.. at sa paghahanap ng magandang host... peace??

para sa mga concern.. tawagan nyo lang ako at kwento ko sa inyo ang lahat.. tapos paki bugbog si MR. LA SALLE... kilala nyo sya diba?

conv. with Aldrich:
Aldrich Go: then dont talk to him
Aldrich Go: fuck him
Aldrich Go: sapakin ko un eh lol
leeeshey: im crying kc sobrang inis na inis ako sa lola
Aldrich Go: dont mind that bitch
Aldrich Go: matandang panget un
Aldrich Go: na walang magawa sa buhay
Aldrich Go: >.<

2006-06-01T04:10:00.000-07:00

I'm so pissed right now.. and you need not to ask why!!! Grrrrr...

I find things so unfair!!!!! well, it's because of Ms.A, and the epal guy I've been telling you before and last but not the least--CONNEL!!!!!!!!!!!!! he (they) did not tell me something... and guess what? Conn hates pix daw but.... grrrrr.. juz PM me to know the whole thing!!

LIAR!!!!! NAPAKA LIAR!!!!

WHAT DO I NEED NOW? JUSTICE OR REVENGE? TSSS... WALA... another thing-- bout the hosting thing sa muzikistah.com and bubblerush.com parang yoko na.. coz dami gagawin.. I'm juz going to sign nalang sa other domain.. much better diba? hassle free

2006-05-28T05:26:00.000-07:00

waaaaaaaaahhh... got 6 invites sa multiply... wow.. all XAVIERIANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha

wanna know who's on the pending list? haha juz ask me nalang.. I'm going to accept ya maybe tomorrow or nextweek,. why? coz hafta think pa eh... arte ba? well.. you know me..

I'm still working on that effin wordpress thing... grrrr..

oh Lord... I thought it was over... but why is that you want me to realize my mistake?? Sigh.. I regret everything now..how I wish that i never existed so that I wont have any problems or whatsoever..haay there's always one point in my life where I feeeel down with/without a reason..I dont want to think about it.. but it's inevitable.. Shit mehn!!! I'm not so used to this.. I'm afraid that this may be the content/s of my reflection paper this school year.. help me!!! anyone?"

2006-05-25T17:37:00.000-07:00

rawr.. I wasnt able to blog for 4 days coz there's something wrong with this damn laptop.. To those who are close to me.. you know my laptop's name right? and like his father, she's kinda slow din... Better not mention the name coz it's pretty much insulting..

so wazzzup with me? well, everything is okay now... but before that take a look at my conversation with Elle.. (received a master's degree of making lait).. Elle: usap na kyo ni connel?
Me: not yet and how would I know, wala na ko sun
Elle: he doesn't know the line? since when kayo di usap?
Me: 2-3 weeks I guess..
Elle: Oh c'mon melle, be certain bout it
Me: 2 weeks... yeah... why ask?
Elle: wow.. natiis ka nya
Me: ok lang... nka move on na ko and you know me..
Elle: yeah it's obvious... don't tell me you're falling for *******?
Me: hmp!! aasarin mo ko eh
Elle: La lang.. I could imagine the 2 of you.. awayin ko yun dahil liit nya
Me: be nice,,
Elle: nung cnbi nya na ganun height nya.. parang sinabi nya na walang 5'1 sa Xavier or 4 something.. and ano tawag mo kay Janssen?
(cut... it's too private na)

Wanna know why everything is okay na? well, it's because I said sorry na to those who are mad at me.. I have set aside my pride for a good cost.. sigh... how I wish that this time it's real na so that I could start a new life.. And pls. it's better to confront me than to backstab me..

I have new pics in my multiply...(oopz.. for contacts only).. the church pics were great... OMG!!! I was camwhoring inside the church... Baaaadd... btw, God answered all my prayers... People! dont text me in my sun #.. Got no signal... Errr... Most probably martin would tell me "sabi sayo eh, tapon mo na sun mo".. I think this time, hafta do that na.. Greenhills, as we all know is a part of San Juan and unlike martin, I have no prob bout my sun and I dont know why all of a sudden I dont have any signal na...What I know is that, the San Juan area(martin's place) and yung other parts of SJ lang la signal.. Grrr.. Greenhills what's wrong? there's nothing wrong with my phone.. Infact, I even tried using my globe in my phone and it's workin naman.. I therefore conclude that my cellphone doesnt like to accept sun.. kinda choosy huh?

anyhoo.. my mom wants me to meet Derick Yang--William's son.. waaahh mom is finding a perfect bf for me.. She even told me na dapt anak daw ng CEO maging bf ko... That's cool... But I want to love him coz my heart tells me to do so or in other words--I want to love him for who he is and not for what he have..But who am I to talk about love where infact, I have some probs bout it? heh! well, nothing wrong with my past.. It's my fault coz I made a mistake of loving them..

I missmy bestfriend patrick na.. 2 months na sha sa Hongkong... He didn't even attned his summer sa PE.. I'm lsitening to our song right now which is "DISCO INFERNO-by 50CENT"... If ever you're reading this post, holler me when you're back.. Text ka sa globe or call ka sa landline.. Sun makes me uncertain.. who forced me ba kasi na mag sun? It's CONNELolo

My cuzin Mela will be home next week.. Waaahh!! I remember her sayin "DO WHAT MUST BE DONE! DO NOT HESITATE! SHOW NO MERCY!"..OMG the sith... joke.. basta, enemies of Mela--BEWARE.. look for someone else who would back up your shit.. well, not veryone who drops shit on you is your enemy right? and not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.. tsk tsk... it's really hard to find a true fwend.. however, I'm still lucky coz I have fwe friends who are true to moi..

the OLD MEL HAS RETURNED!!!! not in the best of moods to make a post...

2006-05-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

Few more days, I'll be leaving blogspot na.. huhu.. Few wordz: *Stephen-thanks for the song... It's here na sa iPOD.. *Jopy-thanks for listening.. *Twisha-dear.. I'm sorry.. forgot to greet you "happy birthday".. *Catzie-Thanks for helping me with the comment thingy.. *Nixz-thanks.. haha *Karl-heh!! I'm mad.. SO, how does it feel? again.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRISHA LAFORTEZA.. hey,, I know that I wasn't able to greet you yesterday.. haha so, happy birthday.. thanks for always bein there for me.. daddy Eywon loves you.. (1 yr na kayo after 2 months? correct me if I'm mistaken).. mwah.. tc! love ya.

2006-05-17T05:11:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY: I was cryin the whole mawnin coz of what my dad said and for what UST did.. UST is so unfair.. Is there something between Jesuits and dominicans til now? I believe that the man who answered the phone is helluva LIAR!! sigh... now, I'm gonna shift na.. Then I called up Jopy (so nakahiya nga coz I was crying pa).. Then I also texted mario, stephen, catzie and marlowe.. hehe thanks for the comfort guys... To tell ya the truth, juz by talking to stephen and mario makes me forget all my pr0blems in life.. went to Rustan's makati with my mum.. we're bout to go to Eastwood, but told that I'm not going coz headache eh.. shox, then around 6 something, we went to Promenade for dinner.. there was this guy who keeps on looking at me.. crush nya ako? or I'm juz bein so feeling? haha whatever.. TODAY: Called up Grysh around 2.. good thing, we're okay na.. Hope so na this time, it's REAL na.. juz finished talking to stephen.. Gawd.. can't believe that.. from 5:15-8:00.. gosh.. haha suber funny sha.. well, believe it or not, stephen and mario nursed me back to my old life..and now, I'm certain that nka move on na ko..

2006-05-15T23:46:00.000-07:00

I'm back... hehe... and oh.. happy mother's day to my mom... I hope ya like the card.. Sigh.. I have a new school na.. can't believe that I'm going to study there.. sheesh but so what? It's still a university and I have lot of friends who studies there... I have new friends.. hope so that I could trust em..

2006-05-06T21:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONNEL GO

la lang.. happy birthday.. and though things are not going right between us, okay lang..I'm not blaming you for what's hapening in my life, coz It's my fault.. I'm so stupid enough to do something that means a lot to you (or me?).. But I'm not making the same mistake you did.. Certain things are not right.. and if you think that this is the best thing to do.. it's okay.. I understand.. I will try my best to understand though it's gonna be hard for me.. You know me.. And to tell you the truth-I'm having a hard time talaga coz I'm not so used to-No Connel days.. Sigh.. Life stinks like Hell.. It cost you something that means the world to me.. I should bond with myself.. haaay.. good luck and take care.. I'm always here..

2006-05-05T04:12:00.000-07:00

sigh... It's Connel's birthday tomorrow and things are not going right between us.. If ever you're reading this post right now, please naman... I'm really having a hard time.. I'm sorry talaga for what I have done.. nweiz.. I saw the bf / MU(not sure) of.. uhm,, let's name her Ms.G.. and he's soooooo cute.. I heard pa na he's loyal, kind, smart and gentleman..you're so lucky Ms.G... But, if you see the line up of my past you can say na "wow cute mga nagiging bf ni mel".. Rawr.. I want that guy!!! Rawr.. I should do do something!! poof snake melle.. NO!!!!! I want him!!! kahit MU okay na.. hehe wait, as I look into his face parang he's like Arvin Lim.. lol and guess what this guy has a blog!!! I'm going to give you the link when it's us na.. LOL asa.. basta I like him!!! Right now, I don't care if someday Ms.G would get mad at me.. What matters most is that I have him!!!! with melle, nothing is impossible..

2006-05-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

well... I'm trying to move on.. really...

2006-05-01T20:02:00.000-07:00

I'm Baaaaaaaack.... Bora is hell... really! Day 1 We arrived around 9 something..We stayed at Pearl of the Pacific the whole time na we're durrrrrrrrr..... Deluxe samin.. LOL yabang,,, yea right... hmm... after the shower zzzzzzzzz na coz I was so tired.. DAY 2 I woke up at exactly 8 in da mawnin coz my dad called up my cuz.. Rawr.. then..we went to Jonah's..woot.. guess what's my breakfast..well, it's juz a KILLER CHOCOBANANA SHAKE.. I'm naghihirap na..huhu oh btw, I saw kenneth durr..WTH?!..anyhoo.. the boat trip sucks though it's the best way to discover the amazing waters of BOra.. then, the never ending jet ski is going to kill me!!!! had lunch at Caribo around 2 something.. Grabe I ate a huge meal with prawns, chicken, rice and some spices..Bog platter...eeeeeeeeee....tapos I bought some candles and accesories.. my gawd, I also bought some shorts, bikin's & shells.. and mahal!!! well, it's okay coz I have a new guy naman... not a bf ha.. but a new slave.. hihi.. blah blah.. PARTY NA!!! COCOMANGAS--I love you!!! I love the music except dun sa everafter!! hate it! hmm... I'm so kapal din coz of the Billiards thingy with the boys that I do not know.. pewo goy durrr names and they have my numbah.. wow.. new fwends through aquaintances.. Day 3 spa at Mandala.. then shopping... Eat... go with the boys.. end.. Day 4 time to gooooooooo bye end... go to my multiply for more pics

2006-04-28T00:12:00.000-07:00

HIATUS I'll be gone for 5 days coz I'm going to BORACAY... whew!!! Btw, Conn is going to Subic.. wow... anyhoo... juz text me in my globe number... tah-tah..

2006-04-26T03:49:00.000-07:00

my message: 1. to the BIOTCH---> I'm not yet done with you.. I'm gonna deal with you some other time 2.to the LIAR--> You closed the door... Im going back to my old life and pretend that we haven't met... I was talking to Carla til 2 am... Grabe.. we're like fools coz we can't stop talking bout- HARING YBRAHIM, Reyna Alena, Ding and lots more... His bf kasi was my former classmate.. eh.. he loooks like DingDong dantes that's why we named him--DING... well, we call him Ding naman talaga eh.. rawrrrrr.... uber kainis si Connel... he's so UNFAIR... anyhoo... the hell i care?

2006-04-23T05:50:00.000-07:00

I was out the whole day,.. grrrr.... did you know what happen to my hair? nagmukha akong anime!!!! and I will never ever go back to Basecut.. then... watched Tristan and Isolde and that stooooooooofed Submerged... hate it... Istead of watching 8 below, I was dumped to that submerged.. Grrrrr... My dad told me that Tristan was basta true story daw coz he's one of the council sa England before... waaaaaahhh... OMG.... ALDRICH GO is leaving tomorrow... huhu another "Go".. haha he's my neighbor btw.. I bet can't sleep nanaman coz of the Frappe.. LOL My dad promised me that if I clean my room, punta kami ng HongKong.. Oh well... Nah-uh... lazy meh.... *grocery*... I'm xo selfish.. haha

2006-04-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

Connel's grandma passed away... sigh... Ewan.. Coz parang i dont care na bout him... pero yaw ko sha maging sad or something.. that's WEIRD... guess what? Vlad is my friend na... I dint expect that since I told ya before na di ko sha magiging friend,,, EVER..bbbbut now... ehehe.. basta yeyyyyyy... Museum tomorrow... I'm bored...

2006-04-18T04:11:00.000-07:00

Who's knows ALDRICH HEINER GO... La lang.. invite nya ako sa multiply eh... well... still pending.. hihi bad gurl... hmmm... new layout... haha last night, lawrence texted me this: "Sori sa mga ngwa k sau.. Hop maayus na and lahat btwn u nd c0n.. Goodluck and Godbless-Lawrence.. well, all i can say is: "I will never ever forgive you... hmm.. maybe someday forgive kita. grrrrr... I dunno... you got your wish.. La na kami ni Conn... and you're friend is LIAR... to be continued

2006-04-15T05:07:00.001-07:00

I still can't get over Jose Rizal.. haha grabe lastnight, I didn't sleep unless Rizal would be shot... then, I was texting pa with Ela coz we watched that movie when we're still in Grade 4.. wow.. then while he's on his way to Luneta he told Taviel--"sa ateneo, kung san nagsimula and masasayang araw ko".. duh??? why in Ateneo?? rawr... hay nako.. UST stop bragging that Rizal studied there rin coz as you can see naman, he's happy at Ateneo... hmmm.. well, before Ateneo is durrr pa in Padre Faura right? near Letran... and so? oh wait.. UST used Rizal's name to be famous?? wait.. I think it's Ateneo coz when we're having our career talk Ms.someone was bragging bout Rizal studying in Ateneo.. my gawd.. why am I talking bout these stuffs?? anyhoo... I'm still thinking bout the swan lake thingy... oh nevermind... had a weird dream last night... haaayyy... LITO ATIENZA (yesh.. the mayor of metro manila) is my father and it was my debut pa daw... WEIRD...

2006-04-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

I have a new cellphone.. haha it's Nokia 6680.. haha... So, wazzup with me and Conn? rawr... eeeeeeeeeeeeee... don't wanna talk about it... hmm...wanna know my plan?? I'll tell Lawrence and Vlad na wag sama si grysh sa barkada.. haha and I'm serious.. if ever that they say NO--well..... lagot sila... I miss dancing.....

2006-04-06T03:08:00.000-07:00

okay... Everyone I know is going to Hong Kong... (Even Patrick)... Gosh.. I wanna stay here and talk to Conn b-b-b-but.... London is waiting for meh.. LOL yesh.. London... I was talking to Clarence kanina... yah... from 4:00-5:30pm... waaahhh 3 years of fwendship.. then, lookie:(conv. with Arvin Lim) me: pero if HRM mag CSB ka nlng nga arvin lim: o nga arvin lim: hrim nga mel: ngeeee mel: di bgay sau arvin lim: ibabagay ko wow naman.. ibabagay nya.. Good luck my dear fwend...

2006-04-04T03:30:00.000-07:00

my blog is soooo messy!! grrrr.... my life is so messy rin kasi...haha btw, plastic girl is sucha helluva coward... Lookie...

kung guy nasusugod ko (just like Marc).. kaw pa kaya??

you're just #47974.. a girl who's so pangit.. my gosh.. I'm so mean.. this is not me...

LESSON FOR YOU:

1.before doing a thing.. think twice or thrice 2. choose your enemy 3.If you don't like something bout a person's attitude.. betta talk to that person.. (you hate backstabers pewo you, yourself is a backstabber).. anyhoo told ya lastnight that we're cool.. just don't do that again.. or else...rawr..

2006-04-02T03:45:00.000-07:00

Me and Grysh are not friends anymore.. haha well, the hell I care?? If she doesn't like me, so what?? I don't like her too... ya'll know me right?? my mistake is that: I TRUST her before... I'm not mad or something but I'm sooooo dissapointed... hmp!! never mind... sucha waste of time thinkin bout those stuffs... CRAP!!! I bought a new perfume... kenzo and burberry.. hahaha here I go again... starting to collect perfumes and bags nanaman... hihi I'm not collecting ballpens anymore... coz can't use all of them and school is over... hmm... I should prepare for summer I guess.. I bought 3 bikinis.. hehe but haven't decided where am i going this summer... Europe? States? Boracay?? oh Gawd... not in Bora... London is waiting for meh!! hehe then I want to go to Amsterdam.. La lang... I'm juz curious... Conn and I used to talk bout this stuffs before.. haha then,, the venice thingy.. LOL.. It's our secret na... I want revenge but I know that it's bad... But life changed me to be this kind of melle... I remember coach John telling me "si mela?? maganda sha pero attitude check".. they all believe that I'm different from her.. but lil by lil.. things turned out na I'm also like her... waaahhh.. I'm no meanie... I accept people for who they are.. pewo now, I don't think so... what's wrong with me? I shouldn't put all the blame kay conn coz I'm also wrong eh.. now, Melle should change change change to be the old mel you ones knew,,. ung nice na melle who's always here for you.. one who's not choosy and not so ma-lait... haha one who cares a lot bout others not yung selfish na melle who cares only for herself and for her own hapiness lang.. I know na you miss me bein like this... don't worry I'll be back soon... haha don't worry...

2006-03-30T15:48:00.000-08:00

Had my Xray ---------------- Melle: go0ori ka Martin Martin: goori ka rin Melle: si Go go0ri.. haha apir Martin: wahahahaha... you got it right! apir **oh my, I'm so baaaaadd... ---------------------------- hmmm... We have a new dog... b-b-but... what am I going to name him? Buck is nice... young buck?? Lol why not?? continue later

2006-03-28T16:18:00.000-08:00

went to schoooooool... then, I saw Jean, Joan and Emz......... ~check up with mah physician...~ haha then......... ate lunch at ******* (so nakakahiya kasi eh...) with Jean, Emz and Joan again...grabe then the sister of Joan was durrrrrr... waaaaaaaahhh.. we're waiting for Jana kasi... LOL tapos when Jana was durrr na, ayun... 30min of being with her coz I have to go na... she huggggggged me!!!! Awwww... I watched Ultraviolet!!! It's faaaaaaanggggssss!!! I don't like it... ---------------------------- this testi came from Jil on mah 2nd account: "hey.. I saw you kanina... misss you"... yesh... that was last friday.. haaaayyy.. I miss her na talaga... sayang, coz I have to go na rin... don't worry alis tayo this summer... remember the Boracay thingy nung HS???? hahaha esp the part na "Let's go to Boracay and I'll bring my boyfriend with me".. kaya lang, I don't have any boyfriend na eh... so how's that? Brrrr... I'm good for months lang talaga...di pwede year... sayang... everything's perfect na sana... I'm not blaming myself okay?? ayan... second person nanaman... 2nd person is only for my XANGA...

2006-03-27T03:29:00.000-08:00

Haaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy.... He's gone but..................... It's not the end of the world for me....... Pewo... haaaayyy... grrr... ewan... Jana... aaaaaaahh!!! La na tayo Ahia's... hahaha you know what I mean.. haha see ya tomorrow... rawr...

2006-03-23T03:26:00.000-08:00

over........... BUMming............. CHIN!!! thanks for the CD..... more manda next time..... hahahaha mwah...

2006-03-21T03:17:00.000-08:00

Went to UST kanina and gave Patrick his 300pesos... Then lunch somewhere... Hayyyy... Wasn't able to finish my foooood coz I'm not feeling well that time... Durr wa this gil pa nga who's so gaya-gaya--actually, including his bf... why? coz we have the same dish... naiingit... haha the guy was eating Patrick's.. and the girl was eatin' mine... waaahhh LABO.... haha... well, the CHicken buffalo is still here... I'm goin to give it to choi or james later.. haha After my exam in S.A... We went to Banawe[me & my dad]... asar uber tagal... speakin of S.A,... I find it easy though it's uber dami... It's because nag review ako and rineview aku ni Jana.. haha whatelse?? yun.. I asked some peeeeeeeeepz... bastaaaa... IT'S MY SECRET NA.... It's my STRATEGY... ok??? waaaaahhhh

2006-03-19T22:46:00.000-08:00

my gosh.... Alex is my neighbor pala!!!!!!!!!! Grabe, kasi she talked to me kanina while I'm waiting for my dad then yun... She told me that she was a POVEDAN before... Batch 99?? haha not sure... Basta I couldn't believe na neighbor ko sha...pewo I can see her sa PROM lagi eh.. haha atleast now, I'm not alone!!! I can go to her house often na... bwahahahaha more PICS in my multiply but remember: FOR CONTACTS ONLY!!!!! Damn SOCIOLOGY!!!! uber dami...

2006-03-17T23:57:00.000-08:00

OMFG... Its our finals next week and I really hafta study... S.A and chem yung important... I wish that Jen, Jil, Lloyd and ooooooooopsss... Paolo is here... huhu coz during my HS days--we used to share answers pag exam coz we're takin the exam outside the room... pag kasi outside, it means na the teacher TRUST you talga and YOU'RE SMART!!!!!! hahahaha LOL I'm not smart though... I miss LLOYD as my seatmate... He's studying in UST na right now... No more magic magic... haha

2006-03-16T15:51:00.000-08:00

to someone: oh well, I'm not affected... I'm still happy and I DON'T CARE... you're sooooo CHEAP!!! okay?? haha whatelse?? hmmm... I'm not in the mood... maybe next time when I'm in the mood na.. haha yesterday, I went to UST and you know why..... go to my multiply...

2006-03-15T15:51:00.000-08:00

2006-03-14T04:20:00.000-08:00

hay nako I'm uber baaaadtrip because something is missing!!!! I'm going to upload new pics for my multiply.... hmmmm.... Can't wait to see conn tomorrow.,..

2006-03-13T23:29:00.000-08:00

Connel was dead the whole day... dunno lang later.. haha... If you go to my exclussssssssssive blog,,, you would hear nelly,, maybe after 5min or somethin... swear!!! ahahaha I like to change my layout.... hayyyy gasp... later... hafta study pa... Okay... I'm done... Grabe.. I was online the whole day... La lang.. Then, ka chat ko a whileago si Vic Llave and we're juz talkin bout CARS... Yeah... from SUV's to ag.... haha pewo he was so busy eh... errrrbody's busy... sigh... oh btw, Conn is alive na.. kasi eh... why practice pa?? as if they're gonna have a grade that would beat mine--YABANG!!!! haha seriously, I dont see the point of practicing.. kasi, I believe that the more you practice, the more na di sha magiging perfect.. don't get me? haha it's not my problem anymore... speakin of theatre plays.. la lang... I juz miss james singin "all I ask"... James, do you still have a thing for me??? I miss you xo much... sing ka na... haha

2006-03-10T04:49:00.000-08:00

waaahhh!! Jana can't stop talking bout the movie--"the great raid"... haha what's with kuya Cesar?? haha Cesar Montano!!! hmmm... then, we're like fools lookin' for a room juz for our picture thingy.. haha Then, the dota guy asked me "sino sila? new friends mo??".. he's refering to Jana and Jean.. haha tapos he asked me "chinese din?".. wahahaha sucha helluva cutie...

2006-03-09T04:18:00.000-08:00

I have a new cellphone!!! waaaaaaaahhh.... It's drivin me crazy!! nanananananana I'm not affected!!! bwahahahahaha see.... told ya, this blog is full of crappy things lang... Patrick knows my dirty little secrets na... :-(

2006-03-07T23:25:00.000-08:00

It's march 8.... what's with 8? hmmmm... ask Connel... wait... so how many months?? 4 months?? he doesn't know daw... daw ahh OMG!!! it's xo hot na talaga... then, this mawnin durrr was this guy who said "shit pare, yan hinihintay mo, chix",.... waaaah, I'm not mad coz they're cute naman and besides I would give my number and say "later... 3pm"... hahaha I'm bad... hmmm.. but I'm really flattered... errrr.. I know that I shouldn't, but that's me----> WEIRDO Now, I have to finish some works pa... eeeeeeeeee.... The busy melle is alive!!! yes, she's alive.... Who's willing to help me?? please text/call me.... okay?? you have my number right?? or if not, juz PM me.. nyahahahahaha I will treat you naman in return eh...

2006-03-04T03:05:00.000-08:00

wahaha yesterday I told Jana na I will treat her sa Max's next next wednesday.. haha rawr.. I'm going to treat her for no reason.. hihi seriously, I'll treat her to show my gratitude for all the things she've done for me... wow!1 My grades suck. and so, I have to study talaga or else I'm going to fail... I don't wanna have a so-so grade lang!!! I want it to be supurrrr high talaga... yesh, coz I'm going to transfer right... Waaah... I'll be an irreg. 1st year college stud next school year!!! Nooooooooooooo!!!!! 2nd year dapat aku!! weh.. Talk to my lawyer nalang... Laboooooooo!!! I answered this survey coz I'm bored.. 1. Song playing at the moment:Pimpin' all over the world.. 2.Reason for living: myself 3.do you think you're ok? no 4.favorite color? white and....... pink 5.one song that would describe a past relationship? every other time 6. last place you went to? wedding at Cana... ngeeee 7.Last person you went out with? my folks 8.most exciting sport? chess 9.movie you want to watch? uhm..... 10.the most romantic gift given to you by a guy? Rab 11.danced with a loved one before? yesh... 12.Ever wish you could turn back time? yeah...puhleez 13.one song that's meaningful to you? la la la la everafter???? 14.Last person you met for the first time? connelus 15.what will you be doing tomorrow? study 16.One thing you regret doing? hurting other people 17.Do people like you? I can't please everybody 18.what was the last game you played on the comp? DOTA!!!!! 19.someone who means a lot to you? Connelolo 20.1st person who texted you this morning? Jana.. It's a quote 21. I am__: BeautifuL... hihi 22.Are you thinking of someone right now? yeah... 23.3 plans next week: study... go to mika's debut and rest... 24.two feelings at the moment: happy and kinda irritated 25. message: haaay... just be patient

2006-03-02T04:13:00.000-08:00

our group won sa chem a whileago!!! yeyyy.. haha..

2006-03-01T03:57:00.000-08:00

It's March baby... Grrr... And I have a big prob.. haaayy... Xavier or Ateneo?? haaayyy... They have the same date kasi sa grad ball eh... hmm... ~sigh~ I dunno.. This mawnin, durrr was this guy who looks like Conn.. La lang...Asar... wow.. Me and Aileen/Ailyn were uber close na.. hehe we're talkin bout ahia #6387425.. haha humm... whooo!!! I have Justin's pic,... hihi... awwww... hehe

2006-02-28T04:15:00.000-08:00

This mawnin, I talked to ___... waaaahhh... Kainis!!! well, I don't care though.. hehe I hate this day!!!!!!!!! rawr!!! Gtg.. i hafta do my assignment pa..

2006-02-26T05:51:00.000-08:00

Okay.. I'm not going to leave this blog.. haha oh.. I'm chatting with Kuya kish.. haha.. take a look at this.. leeeshey: ano un? Kish Co: basta secret.... leeeshey: dali nahhh leeeshey: uy, my howe's back.. Kish Co: ah gnun... yiheee! Kish Co: kilig ako...haha leeeshey: hoy panget.. la kyo class tom. Kish Co: kya nga... Kish Co: gwapo... d pangit.. Kish Co: mali ata ung kausap mo...haha leeeshey: kpal muks ahia ko ahh Kish Co: d nman ayoko lng magsinungaling... Kish Co: wow... ang clear nun ah... Kish Co: d kaya... Kish Co: \ayaw mo nga ko sendan eh... leeeshey: bleeeeeeeeeeh mglt pa c achi Jerica See, that's how kapal muks si kish co... then, he even told me that I'm so damot daw.. huhu

2006-02-24T04:24:00.000-08:00

This is a vewy long blogpost coz I'm not gonna use this blog for the mean time.. So, if you know my exclusive blog... Then, go durrrrr!!! tomorrow is James lee's birthday.. Oh.. Happy Birthday.. And Goodluck sa play.. hmm.. You're now 18 yrs old.. which meanssss... You're legal.. yeyyyyy!! Let's go to Ponti nextweek.. What d' ya think?? haayy.. I miss your voice,, you're not singin na kasi for me eh.. Durrr was this song that reminds me of you and that's "high".. hehe.. Me and Conn were what? bestfriends? hmmm... I have a letter... Dear you, I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you. Even though I did my best, still it's not enough. I'm sorry i have problems. I'm not perfect, please don't hate me. I'm sorry coz I gave you my love. I guess you didn't want it. I'm sorry you tore out my heart and ripped it to peices. You broke my heart.. The sharp peices much have cut you somehow. I'm sorry I cared about you so much, when you forgot all about me.. I guess you were too busy coz of school??. I'm sorry for putting you through everything, and it came out to nothing. I'm sorry for crying my eyes out when you were too busy hating me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you had to meet me and suffer through my un-wanted love. I'm really very sorry.. Maybe i made a huge mistake by going out with you. & maybe i was wrong to fall for you. but whatever i did wrong, the biggest mistake i made, was believing everything you said. By trusting you, i ended up giving you a piece of me, & letting you see a part of me that not many people do. i wore my heart on my sleeve just daring you to take advantage of my love. & you did. there are times when i wanna be free, flirting & able to do whatever; yeah that's me. but then there are times when i get lonely. when i want someone to hug me, kiss me, simply love me.. haaay can't believe I just gave up. I just let you drop out of my life. I tried to make you stay, but one day it just got too hard and I saw what you really wanted was a life without me. So I gave up and now you're really gone. I wish I could make you come back..but tears, wishes, and reminiscing do nothing but make my heart break a little more. My heart stopped. It just stopped beating. And for the first time in my life, I had that feeling. You know, like the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, all inside you, and you’re floating. Floating in mid-air. And the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person’s eyes but I can't.. Haaay.. I'm not mad at you or somethin.. We're friends right?? and no matter what, I'm juz here for you okay?? ------------------------------------------------ I called up Patrick awhileago and It was his dad who answered the phone.. haha The voice of his dad was so funny.. And guess what? He went back juz to tell me "hello, sandali lang".. haha hmmm... No classes today and yeyyyy.... Well, ciao

2006-02-23T16:17:00.000-08:00

Okay... the survey thing was deleted.. haha Haaaayy... now I understand.. Hmm... Jana's askin me something eh... and, its uber vague... It has something to do with her add eh... waaahhh... Grabe, Sana it's tuesday na.. I wanna hear my S.A pwof na to discuss about the family thingy.. haha I'm xo excited.. haha Family planning... hihi It's xo early pero atleast, I could plan na bout my future family na.. haha I'm not going to the XS Grad BALL!!!!! haha JAMES LEE LOOK FOR A NEW DATE!! i recommmmend GRYSH!!! dali na...

2006-02-21T04:48:00.000-08:00

Everything's okay... Then, we had a quiz in Sociology a whileago and it's uber hard.. Damn!!! I'm juz sure of my 8 answers.. haaay.. 8/25? not baaad... I bet ya'll know bout my 4/25 before, right? haha Darn.. hehe I was also sure of my answer in the essay part.. haha but la parin.. Haaay.. I dont wanna fail,.. I'm makin' chicka with Kai and Ish kninang theo.. haha and even while we're havin the quiz,, we're talking.. ish was askin me "ano yung #9?" and "ano yung sa deviance"... haha she asked me pa, eh wla ako alam.. Me and Ish wrote a letter for mama Jill.. haha and it goes "hot mama Jill, you got PUNK'D last friday.. so pimp my ride baby".. Then, Ish wrote something pa eh, and I forgot na.. Basta it's funny talaga.. Kai's comment : "kulit mo".. haha she doesn't like to believe me na wala na kmi ni Conn.. Hihi.... MAY SINABI SI CONN that MADE ME HAPPY

2006-02-19T22:56:00.000-08:00

My gawd.. I'm no longer taken... Time to edit some things in this blog.. I looove November 8, 2005--some time from 6-7am.. I will never ever forget that day and time in my entire life.. Haaayy... I wish I never existed, so that I wouldn't have feelings that totally suck.. Haaay.. Mel, Cant you just be happy? ME: NO!!! Right now, I can't.. My life is majorly fucked up... I want to get through this stage in my oh so sad life, but how? ~sigh~ I dont wanna talk about this stuffs anymore... But if the situation is like this, Ofcourse, I cant help but talk about it.. I feel like HELL!!! Nweiz, Last friday, Hot mama Jil got punk'd by yours truly,.. Hihi.. Gotcha Jil!! I found out that you like Jeric.. hehe I know that you dont like him seeing you (us?) dancing that effin' dance.. Dammit!! Oh wait, I watched FIREWALL last friday and it's cooooool... hmmm.. I'm done reading "catcher in the rye".. I recommmmmend that book though its full of shitness... And, I'm shit..,. shut up now, MEL

2006-02-19T04:02:00.000-08:00

Melle is scared coz of what Bryan Lee said.. OMG!!!

2006-02-13T01:12:00.000-08:00

baaaaaaaaaaahhh.... I feeel sick.. ~sigh~ Dear blog, get ready coz you will ignored... That's all... HIATUS

2006-02-10T04:47:00.000-08:00

Love is ephemral

Hmmm.....

No post in hurrrrr

It's durrr *points up*... In mah exclussssive blog

2006-02-09T23:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday: It's 8.... And............... We're 3 months na... haaaaaaaay.... Grrrrr... I'm not mad or somethin... Today My schooooooooool is soooooooooo MP (mukhang pera)... Grrrr... I don't want to pay ___ pes0s... Stingy? yeah, I am.. hmmm... Then, had lunch with Jah-rule, Zara and ofcourse, last but not the least --Johnson and his barkada (composed of 5 boys??).. I dunno..... Oooooohhh... I love you Jana coz you wait for me pa til 3pm... Thanks talaga.. you're more than a bestfriend to me... hehe.. Good luck for the 2 of us tomorrow... hahaha I'm soooo excited talaga.. hehe keep that thing as a secret okay?.. *wink* Whatelse? my Prof in Theo send somethin... try to make a guess... It's a picture message.. we're close.. hihi

2006-02-05T03:56:00.000-08:00

MY post about "my type of guy" is gone!! wth!!!!!!! Darn!!! My gahd!!! People pls dont add my 1st and 2nd acct... Grabe, I got 10 invites on my 2nd acct. hahahaha... Btw, I have a new Ym.. it's leeeshey... Forgot to tell ya that my grades went up and I have no idea how did that happen, eh I'm not studying nga diba?? It's a MIRACLE!! Thank God.. Haaaayy... I dont trust girlz na except for: Hot mama Mariel, Grysh, Jana, Mars, Diane, Kaye and Mica... ~sigh~ boys are much better.. Oh! I forgot to thank Mr. Teng for the flowers.. haha I'm not making any sense nnmn... My brain is not workin.. EDIT tomorrow...

2006-02-03T05:23:00.000-08:00

Grawr!!!! I hate this day... Hmmm.... James............. james..................James.............. James

2006-01-31T04:53:00.000-08:00

Lunch is drivin me crazeh!!! Had lunch with JAH-rule.. hihi then we saw Johnson.. tpos un... yyeeeaaaboii... I luuuuuuurve dancing but........... Errrrr I hate our dance in PE!!! It's.... Nvm.. sh*t!!!!! I hate PE na... fuuuuuuuureeeeeeeeeeakkk I need a medical certificate from a doctor.. Hmmm... I guess you dont have any idea of who my doctor is.. Well, it's... It's not a person.. It's a paper.. hihi getz? If not, well, it's not my pwoblem anymore.. I missss you #52637... No one's makin' bola kasi... I also miss your voice that lightens my day... I mish everythin bout you.. bah... time to update my exclussive blog

2006-01-28T05:28:00.000-08:00

"A bird is a bird, that's all. There's a reason why we call dumb people as "bird brain/s" right? All you have to do is to be smarter than few birds for just 2 months--and you'll be n the DL.. Guaranteed... It's not like I've got any competition but... ahhh... ewan.. I'm sad and at the same time "happy"... dont get me?? FINE.. Haaaay... I dont wanna think about "tuesday"... Errrr... Well, I guess, I'm gonna hang0ut with Kaye and Ai... or even with Julie and Jowee... hmmm...

2006-01-26T22:52:00.000-08:00

I'm xo happy today.... I'm with Conn from 10-1:30pm.. hihihi to jorrel, patrick and Bry,,, sorry kanina... cant really make it eh... <3 Awwwwww.... I'm crazy.. hehe crazy.... insane..mwah mwah...

2006-01-22T02:33:00.000-08:00

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy........... I made a blogpost for my exclusssssssssssssssssive blog......................

2006-01-19T03:56:00.000-08:00

*The Perfect Guy*
Hair color?:	red.. haha
Eye color?:	red.. haha
Height?:	5'9-... hehe
Six pack?:	nah... 4 is enough
Long hair or short?:	short...
Glasses?:	nahh....
Piercings?:	none...
Eyebrows?:	i dunno...
Big butt or little?:	hmnmm....either.. haha
Chest hair?:	nah-uh...
Buff or skinny?:	either...
Teeth?:	white ofcourse
Section 2
Funny or serious?:	funny...
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home?:	hmmm... stay-at-home?
Should he be able to bake or cook?:	cook
Does he have a best friend?:	yup...one whose name doesnt start with letter V..
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends?:	it depends
Out-going or shy?:	shy..
Sarcastic or sincere?:	sincere
Does he love his mother?:	yes...
Should he watch chick-flicks?:	hmmm...yes...
Would he be a smoker?:	no
How about a drinking?:	slight...
And swearing?:	yes
Would he play with your hair?:	NO!!!!!!
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time?:	sure.. why not??
Would he pay for you when you're on a date?:	it depends
Does he kiss on the first date?:	errrr....
Where would you go for dinner?:	sure
Would he buy you flowers?:	hmmm... dunno..
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies?:	yes..
Would he write poetry about you?:	sure...
Would he use endearments?:	could be
Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends?:	yah...
How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends?:	MAJOR NO!!!!!
Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening?:	could be
Would you hold hands?:	ofcourse
Section 3
Does he play soccer?:	yes?
Baseball?:	think so because of the bat...
Football?:	hmmm.. yes?
Basketball?:	YES! YES! YES!
Water polo?:	no...he's too old for that
Golf or something equally boring?:	equally boring
Does he surf?:	bah!! no!!
Skateboard?:	no!! he doesn't know how
Snowboard?:	nah...
Can he sing?:	YES!!! hahahaha (everafter)
Play the guitar?:	no...
Play piano?:	no...
Play the drums?:	no....
Can he keep his room clean?:	dunno.. maybe yes..
Is he an artist of sorts?:	nah-uh..
Does he write his own music?:	nahh
Does he have pets?:	YES!!!
Section 4
Does he use the word dude?:	YES! YES! YES!
How about tight?:	uhm... can't remember
Would he watch the sun rise and set with you?:	sure..
What kind of car does he drive?:	TOYOTA CONNOLA
How old is he?:	oh my!! nice question.. he's 19,00000000000
What's his name?:	CONNELUS ONG GO...
Take this survey \| Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d

2006-01-18T01:13:00.000-08:00

I'm back....

2006-01-12T02:39:00.000-08:00

Hmmmm... I'm still thinkin' if I'm going with James n his Grad Ball... Actually, It's an honor for me to be Jesus' ball date.. hehe I wanna watch Jesus Christ superstar this feb.25 coz I wanna see James perform.. (and it's his bday..) Whooooooooo!! BOO!! joke... errrr... I hate your kissing scene with Magdalene.. This mornin' we had a report in Theo--and it's bout the gospel of Luke.. It was fun though our report really sucks.. Darn!! Then, Filipino is soo much fun!! we did nothin' but to laugh.. Our prof said "yung mga pintasera yun yung mga ingitera".. Then, Mish said "Carmeli".. hihi One of my blockmates said "Eh miss, we're not making lait naman eh, we're just telling the truth.. And it's like parang comment lang.." blah blah.. All i know is that,we're all havin fun!! Next, uhm.. Chemistry.. As ya know we're divided into 5 groups and each group will sing--basta all about matter blah blah.. And, my group did well and guess what? someone rapped!! haha We just kept on laughing the whole day... Though I'm sad, I'm kinda happy na rin.. hmm Vague.. It's because my friends are there for me(Bryan Lee, James Lee, Arvin Lim, Jessie Gaw, Enzo(Beda), Patrick, Jeric Sy and more).. They're the best!! Btw, I dunno If I'm goin' to watch Tiong Lian this wednesday.. I'm going to watch if Jessie or Kish will accompany me..Plus, I have lot of things to do eh.. Errrrr... Tomorrow... Wow... It's a big day for me coz.... you know why... Firebird is great!! Promise.. hehe and we worked really hard to perfect it... So,, please watch.. Nweiz, I dont have to say please.. hihi So, take care everyone

2006-01-10T23:56:00.000-08:00

Lemme brag that I got perfect n our filipino quiz.. hehe that's equivalent to 3 quizzes.. yeyyyy for the 1st time.. (i'm poor in filipino diba?)..

2006-01-09T21:05:00.000-08:00

Oh.. I woke up early today... Grrrr I have a new entry on mah exclusssssive blog... hihi.. oh btw, to the linkers, sowee ahhh.. somethin's wrong.. err bsta.. Guys, read this!! (its my conversation with jana) me:heyyy Jana!! Jana: Oh hey!! :D me: Are you goin' somewhere?? Jana: Uhm.. Yeah.. why? me: Where? Jana: Powerplant me: ngeeeee.. tlga? I'm goin there too eh.. Jana: wow... what time? how's ding btw?? me: Prolly 2pm?? Eeee.. I dunno.. grbe cant believe na ur also goin there me: ding?? still the same.. let's give her a GRUESOME death Jana: GRUESOME? that's mean.. gaga bring your fone nga lagi.. me: y? are you callin' ba? sowee.. Jana: u wer sayin knina na join c connel91588 ng beauty contest right? me: yeah.. that was in neopet.. hihi haaaay.. Jana: damn it!! gaga ka tlga.. and sama mo!! you're mean sweetie me: me? mean?? weh.. poink!! that's all.. my neopet: connel91588 joined a beauty contest hafta go now coz I have to review pa..

2006-01-08T08:31:00.000-08:00

It's January 8.. And it's our 2nd monthsary... Wow... grrrr I'm sick today... And I juz slept the whole day.. Darn!!! hay nako... nothin much happened today... I still have lot of things to do tomorrow.. Errrrr..

2006-01-07T23:29:00.000-08:00

Hmmm... I'm so happy today.. Why? Coz everything's okay and I'm in the mood to dance after watching Richard Gere & jLo's-- "shall we dance".. hihi ~~I know that I have lot of things to do but I still have two days to finish it so why not dance for the meantime?? hehe~~ I'm with Charles right now(at home)and I bet you know what are we doin'.... haha it's none other than "DANCING"... It's Jazzz and Ballroom... hihi I luuuurve Tango and quick step and ofcorz the Waltz... Lalalalala *EDIT LATER* EDIT: I'm back..It's tiring as as usual yet fun.. Rofl.. Labo.. aaaaahh!! I'm going to finish Aristotle later.. hahaha I loooooooove reading that book.. Yeah really.. It's not boring.. Call me weird or what but it really helps a LOT.. OMFG!! It's our 2nd monthsary tomorrow.. Gosh.., ~~I dont want to ruin the day..~~ Not in the mood na.. He makes me smile without even trying if I said I didn't feel something for him i'd be lying.

2006-01-03T03:51:00.000-08:00

Finally, I'm baaaack... And I have lot of things to make kwento but since I'm not in the mood, maybe some other time.. Well, bonding time with Jinxz and Mish awhileago and its fun! fun! fun! I miss 'em xo much.. And guess what? Because of what Jinxz said, I guess I wanna transfer na in UST.. Darn.. Vague.. Errr What's happening to me?? As what my message durr says, I made a new blog,, and its kinda exclussssssssssive.. hihi but I guess it's juz the same eh.. There's just something about him that made me like him. Ever since the day I met him there was something about him that made me go absolutely crazy for him.

2005-12-31T04:36:00.000-08:00

Wow.. Advance Happpppy new year.. Being here in US is a blast!!! haaaay.. can't wait to be back.... I miss my dear Connel so much... I love ya... <3

2005-12-27T03:45:00.000-08:00

Weeeeee!!! Choi went to HK!!!! so what? Uhm.. Juz sharing.. take care Hun!! Miss ya so much love ya...

2005-12-24T22:41:00.000-08:00

My christmas is screwed up!!!! haaaay... Here are some of the reasons: 1. Conn....-Not a prob actually.. 2. Marvin's right leg that has been dislocated.. Eeeewww.. Not my fault but... it's... waaaaaaaahhh.. 3. My dad.. I really hate him!!!! he wants me to study here.. the heck!!! Not here please.. 4. The weather.. I got cramps and sprain.. haaaaaaaayy.. 5. Myself-- I dunno what's wrong with me.. I'm n0t in the mood and I feel like breakin' down.. haaaaaaaaayyy.. I'm weird I know.. I hate Christmas!!!!!!! I envy *ding* coz she has "true friends",, and me?? I'm so pathetic.. sh*t!!!! ~sigh~.. I wanna cry but I can't coz.. Dunno.. What am i going to do now?? I feel alone.. ALONE! ALONE! ALONE!

2005-12-23T00:36:00.000-08:00

I'm here in L.A right now.. I'm not feeling well.. I still have colds.. haay.. I still have rehersals tomorrow.. Damn!! ~~I'm freezing~~ Aaaaaahhh!! ~~sigh~~.. why? ask the one who changed his number

2005-12-19T18:50:00.000-08:00

I'll be leaving-5pm tomorrow.. Yeyyy... It was moved because....nevermind.. Guess what? I discovered something about *ding*.. I'll not mention it here but if you wanna know what is it, juz text me, then I'll call.. haha She's such a sore in my eyes everytime I see her.. *_* I would have thought that she was majorly bullshitting me and even mocking me--telling me that I'm so fabolous and after all, I know that it's the complete oposite.. I would have knock her face and bade this trying hard gal a bitter 'oh f*ck off..you're not funny anymore!!".... I dont understand why so some people change their names?? hmm.. If I were you *ding*,, juz use your beautiful name coz people know you by that name and not by your new nick.. hehe peace.. @_@-->my eyes.. whoa!! amazed.. *clapps*

2005-12-18T22:03:00.000-08:00

Omg!! I'm leaving tomorrow...

I'm sooo excited to go to Los Angeles.. hehe Yeyyyy... I'm going to Disneyland!!! Then, this Saturday, I'm going to Hollywood.. haha

I'll miss ya'll and thanks for the gift..Errr I got 3 spongebob gifts.. What's with spongebob?

++edit later++

EDIT: haaaaay.. I'm onLine the whole day... >>>bored<<<..

I'm currently chattin with Conn right now..haha it's fun! fun! fun! Errr.. Conn send me a pic and guess what? he looks like Michael Chua in that pic.. Errr.. what d?! I couldn't believe that they look like each other..

Oh Michael!!! ngeeee... what's happening to me? I think I'm crazeh again!! Ohh.. I'm gonna dance next year (always naman eh)..Heyyy.. please don't support me next year coz... basta!! vague? hehe ROFL..

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